It's like a big black hole, but nobody can see it. I can't see it, but I can feel it and it doesn't feel that great. It is like I'm empty, there's nothing inside me, except a big fat black hole, and the only thing this hole is doing is hurting me. It hurts because it feels like I can't really feel anything but emptiness. That's pain, and for me that kind of pain, when you feel so empty that you can't feel a thing, is the absolutely worst pain of them all. And that's all I can feel right now.